вторник, 13 января 2026
Quote 61
this is like the general one. The song overall tho sounds cringe to some extent, is so real. To me. like ..., everyone genuinly had fun from what i asked. and .... should i say more? most insane part is ....., cuz its the exact scene of me sitting at 3 am in my empty room on my half asssembled luggage, hiding, overstimulated, dissapointed over my, unrealistic mayb, expectations for that "big day". I put like whole song there, embarrasing, last one ....... starting from the last line, love the word choice for demeanor, i feel deep connections since i googled it and used it in my own poetry. About confidence i was told STRAIGHTFORWARDLY to my face from multiple people. And i surely agree. And regrets is basic human factor. Like today i regret buying that bag of chips.
this is like the general one. The song overall tho sounds cringe to some extent, is so real. To me. like ..., everyone genuinly had fun from what i asked. and .... should i say more? most insane part is ....., cuz its the exact scene of me sitting at 3 am in my empty room on my half asssembled luggage, hiding, overstimulated, dissapointed over my, unrealistic mayb, expectations for that "big day". I put like whole song there, embarrasing, last one ....... starting from the last line, love the word choice for demeanor, i feel deep connections since i googled it and used it in my own poetry. About confidence i was told STRAIGHTFORWARDLY to my face from multiple people. And i surely agree. And regrets is basic human factor. Like today i regret buying that bag of chips.
is what i got.
Quote 60
marina meant not this btw, but from whole text that's the one for me right in the moment. Also yeah I did not got history class i initially wanted. Will see tomorrow if its fine.
Quote 60
marina meant not this btw, but from whole text that's the one for me right in the moment. Also yeah I did not got history class i initially wanted. Will see tomorrow if its fine.
пятница, 19 декабря 2025
Quote 59
I would've wrote a para about how cavetown is dear to me if it was not 10 mins to my registration.
I would've wrote a para about how cavetown is dear to me if it was not 10 mins to my registration.
It is 8:30 am, have not slept yet. Can't for a bit while too, I have a course registration at in thirty minutes. So decided to entertain myself there on diary. First I got surprised that I got a view, like and a comment on my post here. Crazy, Im feeling cringey now, might delete my whole page kinda. hah. The quote is nice, simply puts up in words why I prefer to keep silence usually. Next time i got surprised when opened vk to get a quote, and it just flashed my 2025 wrapped on my face. Wow, I did not expect it for yet. Anyways, its observations are very expected, like I did not expect anyone except marina to by my top artist. As well as i predicted it right with the song of the year too — "Shampain"!!
суббота, 08 ноября 2025
А у меня рисуночек!! Кто бы ожидал. Я как ночью случайно захотела и нарисовала за раз, ибо понимала что по другому никак, и держала себя чуток насильно в ибисе пока не дорисовала. Но как же теперь рада! Не столь во мне затух рисовака. Желание было просто порисовать что то, с кистью гуашь, одна из любимых с которой начинала рисовать. А там дальше и Нарутка сам обрисовался. С ноябрем, и с первым снегом и шарфик к нему сам напросился. Такой он очаровательный получался, я рисуя не могла перестать умиляться. Короче все показываю, небось с этим предисловием завысили ожидания, прошу занизьте. Не художник я, а рисовака лишь все таки.
потычьте, если рассмотреть хотите этого лисенка.
потычьте, если рассмотреть хотите этого лисенка.
среда, 10 сентября 2025
I just remembered that i have one poem finished. idk, i dont like it, but i already have it written in my poorty book, so i should get it there asap. it been actually daaays. sorry, i've been busy trying to participate. hah, kidding, i was studying my head up.
Quote 57
Thats all i wish for recently, being locked with studies in university, i just wish to meet my friends and clear up my mind.
Quote 57
Thats all i wish for recently, being locked with studies in university, i just wish to meet my friends and clear up my mind.
im actually not dead yet.
so here is,
Quote 56
If it meant to mean that death is inspiring to live, then hell no.
We are making lots of direct quotations in writing class, so more appropriate form would be, читать дальше
Value it, cuz I really counted lines. I also want to know if smone can save my heavydirtysoul, text fails to give the clear answer, while raising the question.
so here is,
Quote 56
If it meant to mean that death is inspiring to live, then hell no.
We are making lots of direct quotations in writing class, so more appropriate form would be, читать дальше
Value it, cuz I really counted lines. I also want to know if smone can save my heavydirtysoul, text fails to give the clear answer, while raising the question.
вторник, 22 июля 2025
суббота, 19 июля 2025
I feel so strenghfull, cuz i wrote (not from the scratch, but edited, added a lot tooo) three poems in a day! Woah, I guess summer boredom is finally taaking its place.
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Oh yeah, thats the one i mentioned when posted "спуск с горы". The ones from may 2024. The ones i accidently found on telegram.
911
Oh yeah, thats the one i mentioned when posted "спуск с горы". The ones from may 2024. The ones i accidently found on telegram.
The other one i've been working on today, is kinda finished? Like im just so unsure about if that feels finished to me. So maybe i will post it later, when will get really sick of it.
пятница, 18 июля 2025
— I got poetry written about my teens finished. I find it pretty ironic. Also, yeah, I am posting this before the one I ac planned to.
Teenage Drama
Its such a scraps sewn together, cuz initially like first five chords i started writing in march, then there goes my oldest pieces, that ive even posted in here as just a draft. So i thought like theyre anyways not making any use and in meaning it also kinda matched so why not. Then, i have few chords from the notes i wrote in january(omg i just saw it, this and the initial one both are from the date 14th, coincidence? or they meant to be) that were not like anything, they were just flaw of feelings at the moment i guess, that even completly forgot about writing such a thing, and was pretty astonished when i found it in days. Yk it didnt had proper starting as well as the ending so i think reusing them for a better poetry was a good move. Like I also didnt know how to finish this too, so it was just right on the time. Its hillarious, yeah, but i also added one single chinese quote ive ever known, and i know it by heart somehow though learned it back in 2022. There are also some parts Im not sure about. Like how i remember it, and i even checked my notes, it has this lil "儿". But i checked it online and on translator, there it doesnt have this er. I ac even remember, i was wondering why we have this lil thing at the end though all words are already translated straightforward. Since i abandoned learning chinese, i dont really know what kind of a sense this lil thing carries, but it rhyms, so ill keep it
I anyways got it from somewhere online, so it gotta be something. My writing weights more letters than my poety now. Hope it does not relate to the meaning part tho))
Oh forgot to mention
Teenage Drama
Its such a scraps sewn together, cuz initially like first five chords i started writing in march, then there goes my oldest pieces, that ive even posted in here as just a draft. So i thought like theyre anyways not making any use and in meaning it also kinda matched so why not. Then, i have few chords from the notes i wrote in january(omg i just saw it, this and the initial one both are from the date 14th, coincidence? or they meant to be) that were not like anything, they were just flaw of feelings at the moment i guess, that even completly forgot about writing such a thing, and was pretty astonished when i found it in days. Yk it didnt had proper starting as well as the ending so i think reusing them for a better poetry was a good move. Like I also didnt know how to finish this too, so it was just right on the time. Its hillarious, yeah, but i also added one single chinese quote ive ever known, and i know it by heart somehow though learned it back in 2022. There are also some parts Im not sure about. Like how i remember it, and i even checked my notes, it has this lil "儿". But i checked it online and on translator, there it doesnt have this er. I ac even remember, i was wondering why we have this lil thing at the end though all words are already translated straightforward. Since i abandoned learning chinese, i dont really know what kind of a sense this lil thing carries, but it rhyms, so ill keep it
I anyways got it from somewhere online, so it gotta be something. My writing weights more letters than my poety now. Hope it does not relate to the meaning part tho))Oh forgot to mention
среда, 16 июля 2025
What else we couldve possibly get out of this song other than this? I still do wonder will my fears just vanish once i turn into real adult girl. That was a Marina ref u idiots.
воскресенье, 22 июня 2025
Quote 52
wow thats pretty accurate of my thoughts. i know they have hope on me and all. but yet im the only child out of four who dumped family religious beliefs and all. to be a more gentle human??
wow thats pretty accurate of my thoughts. i know they have hope on me and all. but yet im the only child out of four who dumped family religious beliefs and all. to be a more gentle human??
Quote 51
im watching bear and yk its so radioheaded, i know not on theme, but with who else do i share.
im watching bear and yk its so radioheaded, i know not on theme, but with who else do i share.